Okay, so why not. I made a we8site for shits and giggles so may as well get SOME regular use out of this, right? So here is the personal diary of her Marquise Vriska Serket, Serket!!! I suppose a pu8lic we8site isn't the 8est place to store my thoughts, 8ut whatever! If anyone gets in I'm pretty sure that I can see when someone does, so if that view count ticks up I'll just kick someone's ass, and I could really go for that kind of energy right now!!!!!!!!
Anyways. May as add some formatting to a diary, right? Got some ideas in the old think pan for this shit. Leave it to Serket to pull out those irons when they're nice and hot! And like, I'm totally just ripping off my Serket Fact of the Day shtick, 8ut whatever! This is for my own eyes only anyways, all 8 of them, so who gives a shit a8out originality!
Or keeping any mask on, in that case...
Huh. I get to just say whatever here. To no one 8ut me. Well, I'm one hell of a harsh critic, 8ut I think I'll liveeeeeeee.
So, uh...
Yeah.
That one has just 8een on loop all day. Just scratches the think pan in the most pleasant of ways, honestly! Same kinda way that Rose scratches my head when playing with my hair. Gog. What a gal. Gah. Need to avoid writing out a whole damn 8ook just to talk a8out how amazing those 2 are, 8ut it is just so damn hard to avoid. 8ut hey, 8oth of those dorks would pro8a8ly aprreci8 the hell out of a 8ook. Rose would do her 8est to pu8lish that shit, and Kanaya would pro8a8ly keep it locked up like some kind of ancestral treasure! And they are 8oth so 8eyond sweet for that reason. Gah. I'm so lucky with them. Uh. Too lucky........
Gog. I h8 saying anything like this, 8ut may8e I can look 8ack on this l8er to laugh at myself for 8eing a fool! Uh. I. Haven't 8een feeling the 8est with them l8ely. Not like, for anything they've done at all, and fuck you if you ever end up thinking otherwise, Serket. 8ut like. They're too good, you know? We just got over our 8r8k up, and I thought everything would 8e immediately fine. Like, I still have a lot to work on with myself, 8ut I thought WE would 8e fine, you know? I mean. GOG. *WE* are, 8ut, my position in that "we" just doesn't feel right, I guess? They're 8oth so wonderful. Have done so much for all of us. Have 8een the 8est damn people, human or troll, I have ever met, and then what am I? Just some random ass troll well past her prime yelling at idiots she regrets fucking over on the internet. And after Rose killed "Mindfang" off in my head, I've 8arely had any 8ite regardless of if I wanted to get under someones skin or not, and that sucks! Without my 8ite, what the hell am I? Just some sad woman on the internet trying to relive her glory days, which fucking sucks when those "glory days" are the worst fucking parts of my life. Sweet signless I h8 it all.
Nothing 8ut a 8all of self h8red and inconsistencies. That's all I am. I think that's why I miss those old years. I was nothing if not consistent, even if I h8ed every second of it and myself. I h8 how o8viously 8etter my life is yet I still think a8out those old adventures so much. I was such a 8roken little gru8, 8ut at least I knew what I was, I guess? Gah...
What a horri8le train of thought. Ummmmmmmm. Yeah. I should stop ranting, me. Let's just wrap this up and move on. After we made up and got 8ack together, I quickly found myself returning to my 8oat. While I call them my wives, we ARE still technically on 8r8k in our relationship. I need to 8e sure I'm a woman worthy of calling myself their wife; the woman they mistakenly think I am, 8efore we make all of this official again, you know? I just hope they aren't too 8ored without me, heh. Luckily, Rose has some we8site that Tyzias made to keep her occupied or something. I don't get it. It was just some image. And Kanaya should have Goo8 and 8unt keeping her company in 8ed while she recovers, assuming Rose isn't cuddled up to her 24/7 in their place, hehe. Rose never realy gets up to much since she pu8lished her 8ook, so I'm sure the 8oth of them are fine!
I still need to learn how to type a password 8efore making this go live. 8ut hey, no one knows this site even exists in the first place, so it should 8e fine for now! See ya tomorrow, Serket
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